Bachelor’s Matt James Steps Out Amid Rachael Kirkconnell Split
Grant Ellis is putting his heart on the line.
As Bachelor Nation waits to see whether his final rose goes to Litia Garr, Zoe McGrady or Juliana Pasquarosa, the Bachelor star admitted that choosing which relationships to end wasn’t easy.
“I lead with my heart and I'm an emotional guy,” he told E! News in an exclusive interview, “so I did develop feelings and I didn't want to let people down. It's hard for me to do, but I’m trying to find my wife and I had to make a decision.”
While broken hearts are part of the process, the 31-year-old shared that had a tough time facing the inevitable.
“First of all, being the lead is difficult,” Grant continued. “And then, being that I'm an empath, I think that having to hurt somebody is another difficult thing.”
But despite his inner turmoil regarding his breakups, the reality star made it clear he stood by his final outcome, which will be revealed in the March 24 finale.
“I'm very happy with what I did,” he declared, “and if I could do it again, I would do the same thing.”
Before viewers learn if Grant does indeed get down on one knee—and for whom—they got to see him reunite with the ladies from his season during the March 10 Women Tell All special. And while the event may have brought up old memories, it didn’t spark old feelings—at least for him.
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“Anytime you run into your exes, it’s definitely gonna be a little difficult,” Grant joked. “I felt very strong about my decision and nothing is going to waver that, but I feel like what happened was just a good way to clear the air.”
Even if that meant occasionally getting caught in the crosshairs, particularly amid the drama involving Carolina Quixano.
“I didn't know what to expect, but when it came, I just tried to defuse it,” Grant explained. “I don't want to argue. I don't want to go back and forth. I just want to lead with love.”
To see all the women who graced Grant’s season of The Bachelor, keep scrolling.
The Bachelor airs Mondays at 8 p.m. on ABC.
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Rose
The 27-year-old joins the show from Chicago, Illinois, where she works as a registered nurse.
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Vicky
The nightclub server, 28, works in Las Vegas, Nevada.
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Bailey
The 27-year-old social media manager currently lives in Atlanta, Georgia.
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Zoe
The 27-year-old pulls double duty in New York, New York, as a tech engineer and model.
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Alli Jo
The boxing trainer joins the series from Manalapan, New Jersey, and is 30-years-old.
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Kyleigh
The 26-year-old works as a retail manager in Wilmington, North Carolina.
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Sarafiena
The 28-year-old is an associate media director in New York, New York.
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Christina
Living in Fargo, North Dakota, the 26-year-old works as a marketing director.
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Parisa
The pediatric behavior analyst, 29, lives in Birmingham, Michigan.
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Ella
The 25-year-old works as a luxury travel host in Los Angeles, California.
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Juliana
The 28-year-old from Newton, Massachusetts, is a client service associate.
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Savannah
From Charlottesville, Virginia, the 27-year-old works as a wedding planner.
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Radhika
The 28-year-old is an attorney from New York, New York.
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Litia
Living in Salt Lake City, Utah, the 31-year-old works as a venture capitalist.
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Chloie
The 27-year-old works as a model in New York, New York.
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Neicey
The pediatrician, 32, hales from Blythewood, South Carolina.
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Dina
Working as an attorney, the 31-year-old lives in Chicago, Illinois.
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Kelsey
The interior designer, 26, lives in Brooklyn, New York.
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Beverly
The 30-year-old is from Howard Beach, New York, and works as an insurance salesperson.
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Natalie
Living in Louisville, Kentucky, the 25-year-old is a Ph.D. student.
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J'Nae
The 28-year-old lives in Colorado Springs, Colorado, where she works as an account coordinator.
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Carolina
The public relations producer is 28 and joins the show from Guaynabo, Puerto Rico.
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Rebekah
The 31-year-old works as an ICU nurse in Dallas, Texas.
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Alexe
The 27-year-old hales from New Brunswick, Canada, and works as a pediatric speech therapist.
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Allyshia
The interior designer, 29, is from Tampa, Florida.
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